Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Disturbed's Summary

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 10 hari puasa! Time flies man!

Not like I'm complaining. Most of the time I want it to fly past me so fast - except when it comes to Ryan of coz. I want him to stay this cute forever. So that I can cuddle him, so that he can tido meniarap on me, so that he stays obedient (er... obedient ke budak tak tahu sabar nie???), so that I'll always love him (I got a feeling as he grows up, I'll get more irritated with him - that, plus the kebiadapan budak2 zaman sekarang...ishh... selisih... tklah... Ryan budak baik kan.... kan... kan...). I dun care if he pretends to 'pengsan' all the time and eksyen and manja and impatient. Just stay like this. Plus if he stays like this, that means I will stay like this forever! Not like I want to stay like this forever, mostly I can't wait for 3 years to pass by so fast so that I can...erm... better not say it here, all will be revealed... not so soon, bt it will be revealed... bt at the same time I don't wanna grow old! I don't want anymore stupid responsibilities! I have enough! I still wanna be manja2 with my parents and get away with it. I don't want to face anymore harsh truth of growing up. Growing up sucks! Plus, I don't want my parents and my grandparents to grow old too. They are too old that they can't grow anymore older and I am just sooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT ready for that.



Ok, what the hell am I rambling about again?



Talking about puasa and raya - this year mcm tul2 tkder mood aku nk beraya. Well, maybe mood lum sampai kot... I'm just tired most of the time and macam nk pikir utk preparation pun dh tk larat dah (awat lak aku bobal mcm org seberang nie..) Maybe my focus is on you-know-what. This is the crucial time you know. All the preparations and going back and forth and discussing with so many people. The non-stop calculations. No wonder I am so tired everyday. I sooo got no mood to buat kuih this year. Eleh, cakap jer. Every year say the same thing and every year ada 20 mcm kuih.... hmm... what to do... anak dara rajin... kwang kwang kwang...

Tapi yg memusykilkan, siapa nk g cuci chandelier kat umah tu.....? Usually it's Along's job. I do have the intention of demanding her to come back every year to do it for us, bt this year dier masih dlm pantang kan. Alah suro laki dier lah! Or... Ask Suhaimi. Dier yg janji nak buatkan per... I didn't force him.. Ala ambik kesempatan lah, org tgh nk mengampu bakal kakak ipar per... heheheheheheheh.....



Bt I am looking forward to meeting relatives. Ntah kenapa, I am really looking forward to visiting Tok Andak & Nek Andak. And my beloved cuzzies. Of coz I can't wait to see Ryan wearing baju kurung. Hahahahhahah! This year, first year our family celebrate with 2 additions to the family - Shahreil Gajah and Ryan Iskandar. Best nyerrrrrrrr! (due to Ryan solely, Shahreil not included! unless of coz he gets me a car for my birthday and do not bedal me!)



Which reminds me that this month is MY BIRTHDAY MONTH!!! For those yang lupa or eksyen lupa its on the 23rd, on a Tuesday. I shall put up my wishlist here, as usual. Alternatively, I can ask Victoria's Secret to send out an email to you a small part of my wishlist. Maybe I should.



Oh ya, I went for this make-up course on Saturday (30th) and we were forced (kinda) to use this particular popular brand of beauty products. It stinks (Nini cldn't tahan the smell) bt what's worse it gave my skin a reaction! Ada breakout tau! Though I brought the sample back hm, displayed behind my M.A.C in my display cabinet, in my room - I will never touch it ever again. Mcm mana ley popular nie??? Dahlah aku tk g for my fortnightly facial and mandi bunga coz of puasa (malas nak travel jauh2)! So no choice I sental my face with my normal product and now I am going tru my peeling regime again. Hopefully all's weell by Raya. If not... I'm going to sue! Taklah... eksyen jer tu... Tak kuasa mak nk sue-mengesue ni.. Peeling means - no make up! Irritation! Mak degil jugak nyah, ttp tepek muke eh...



Ckp pasal muka, lotsa ppl ckp muka aku lain. Apa yg lainnyer???! Ada yg sampai kata I did something to my face.... So... what did I do to my face? Jeng...jeng.. jeng... Pasal dagu ku yg botox, itu semula jadi eh... tkder cucuk tang sana cucuck tang sini... Yg lain tu...hm.... nnt lah k..



As of yesterday - I am $2526.10 poorer. I transferred the money over and is praying hard that I am doing the right thing. Kadang-kadang pikir jugak, apa yg aku buat nie??!!! And I haf another $2.5 to transfer. So much money involve eh...



I am suppose to have a CV iftar session today at Arnold's... I dunno if I wanna go. I don't feel ready yet.



One more thing, I hate it when people assume things. Look at yourself in the mirror and tell me what you see first. Introspeksi diri dulu bukkkkk, baru ngata orang lain. Ngerti nggak???! Dasar!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 4:53 PM